Daily Stress

Seems like everyday lately is full of stess, but all I have to think about is I get to go home to this and it keeps the smile on my face.

So hard to put into words...

RIP Xena

I Love You

Monday night may have been the hardest and worst nights of my life, I had to put my best friend of 8 years down ( my Xena kitty). This cat has been with me through some of the hardest moments in life, though ex's, though moving, all the stuff with my mom and dad. I was so unexpected, I brought her to the vet just thinking she had the kitty flu or something, I didn't expect not to bring her home with me, I am holding back the tears as I write this. In a way I feel guilty for putting her down I know I shouldn't but I just do.

Cassie has not been taking it well and keeps saying " I miss Xena she was my friend and she was Pipers friend " but then minutes later asking if we can get a new kitty and name her Xena. Piper sat at the door way of what we call Xenas room ( the spare room in the house) most of the night, I'm sure she misses her friend just like we do.

Me and Cassie decided this weekend we would plant a tree and some flowers in memory of her.

Welcome

Well here is my first attempt at starting a blog ( I don't think Myspace really counts as a blog). Cassidy will be turning 4 on Feb 13Th and I just cant believe how much time has flown by I also cant believe how much she has taught me.

Life through the Eyes of an almost 4 year old.

Cassie:

I wanna be a princess when I grow up

Me:

Oh ya, well, what does a princess do all day

Cassie:

They just get to sing and dance all day long

ahh the innocence,