I Love You
Monday night may have been the hardest and worst nights of my life, I had to put my best friend of 8 years down ( my Xena kitty). This cat has been with me through some of the hardest moments in life, though ex's, though moving, all the stuff with my mom and dad. I was so unexpected, I brought her to the vet just thinking she had the kitty flu or something, I didn't expect not to bring her home with me, I am holding back the tears as I write this. In a way I feel guilty for putting her down I know I shouldn't but I just do.
Cassie has not been taking it well and keeps saying " I miss Xena she was my friend and she was Pipers friend " but then minutes later asking if we can get a new kitty and name her Xena. Piper sat at the door way of what we call Xenas room ( the spare room in the house) most of the night, I'm sure she misses her friend just like we do.
Me and Cassie decided this weekend we would plant a tree and some flowers in memory of her.
